Having a small panic…

The guy I’m seeing, who I really really like, just asked me if I would be angry if he enlisted in the marines. I told him I wouldn’t be angry but I’d be pretty sad but like I have no idea what that even entails. So I asked him how long he’d have to be away for and he says he doesn’t know but it would be for like 10 years with time off and I’m just???. That’s such a long time? I don’t know if I could cope with that tbh. I’ve done long distance before and I said I’d never do it again because it’s just so hard.

And like, how dangerous is it as well? I don’t even know, I never liked the thought of someone I know or a partner being in the military, I said to myself that I wouldn’t accept that and then now? I don’t know guys, I feel really sad and I’m just freaking out a bit.

It’s not something that will happen soon anyway, like at least a year (I hope) so it’s a lot of time to think about it (both of us) and I hope he changes his mind because even the thought of it just makes me uncomfortable and sad.

We’re in the middle of taking about it rn but we’re both at work so it’s really difficult and I guess it’s making me even more anxious and just feel sick ugh

Get To Know Me Tag

Thanks to @loopysims, @pontasims, @koffeecake and @simvair for tagging me 🙂


Rules: Answer the questions and tag 20 blogs you’d like to know better.

  • Star sign: Aquarius
  • Height: 5′
  • Time right now: 23:37
  • Last thing googled: I honestly don’t know? Probably the phone number for the salon I go to
  • Favourite music artist: It changes all the time, but I’ll say Die Antwoord for now
  • Last TV show watched: How To Get Away With Murder
  • What I’m wearing right now: PJ bottoms, a Lion King shirt and dressing gown
  • When did I create my blog: January 2015
  • What kind of stuff do I post about: Sims 4
  • Do I have any other blogs: Yes, many
  • Do I get asks regularly: I guess so? Depends on what you class as regularly
  • Why did I choose my url: I just thought it was cute and Sims-appropriate
  • Pokemon team: Mystic
  • Favourite colour(s): Teal and Green
  • Average hours of sleep: 7 Hours
  • Favourite character(s): Garrus Vakarian, Commander Cullen, Fenris, Hancock, Geralt of Rivia and Garrett
  • Dream job: I wouldn’t have one

I think at this point most people have done this but I’ll tag some people anyway and if you feel like doing it just go for it;

@letichespixels @simnels @touchmypixels @freezrbunny @meisiu @simpyre @shysimblr

I don’t really get the mentality of “if you believe x then unfollow me” because it’s like, what difference does it make to you? As long as you’re not following those people then you’re not going to see anything from them anyway, unless they decide to interact with you. 

I feel like it’s just a pointless thing to put out there because honestly, who actually reads something like that and thinks “oh shit, i’m one of those people, i better unfollow this person that i really like following/their content/their sims since we have opposing opinions!” 

idk if it’s just me, i just find it weird and yeah

mint, mango and birthday cake? :3

mint: the most embarrassing thing you’ve ever done?

I tend to block out embarrassing moments because otherwise I’d have anxiety attacks everyday but the one that comes to mind first is one time when I was about 10/11. I was at a party for the last day of our primary school, of which is really small so there were only 12 of us there. We all climbed up into this tree house and then as we were climbing down my trousers ripped right down the middle of my crotch. Thankfully I was the 2nd last person to go down so no one else saw and I had a long coat with me so I just kept it on the rest of the night and no one knew. They kept asking me why I had my jacket on still and I just have to keep saying I was cold lol.

mango: when and why did you start your blog?

I started this blog in January 2015. I first joined Tumblr around June 2011, as everyone was moving from LiveJournal around then but I decided to make my main blog into more of a general gaming blog where I post screenshots from other games I play. So I made a side-blog at some point but everyone knows side-blogs aren’t that good, so I deleted that and moved over to this simblr in January 2015 🙂

birthday cake: favorite books?

I love a bit of Anne Rice – Interview with the Vampire is probably my favourite. I also love Eragon. And of course,

Andrzej Sapkowski, who wrote the Witcher books.

Almond, butterscotch & brownie batter?

almond: favorite mean girls quote?

“Get in loser, we’re going x”. Replace x with a meme, for example;

butterscotch: what color are your nails right now?

That’s actually pretty funny because I’ve just finished doing my nails. They’re teal with gold glitter on top, and my ring finger and thumb are completely gold.

brownie batter: do you like sushi?

Yeeess. I’m not crazy about it but I do like it. Love a little visit to Yo! Sushi now and again.