Tag: personal

fuck sake guys, i was so excited to play with romantic garden stuff all of tonight and all of tomorrow but i got called into work so i have to get up early and then i have college at night I’M SO ANNOYED

I’ve started doing some colouring again whilst I watch the X-Files. It’s been months since I did it last.

Also, it’s meant to be relaxing but sometimes it kinda stresses me out because I can’t decide which colour I want to use where and I don’t want to use too much of one colour but then I also don’t want it to get ridiculous with colours everywhere and nothing going together sighhhhh ;-;

I just came across a bunch of old videos I recorded when TERA first came out, back when I was playing it for about 7 hours a day and I was a high-ranking member of our guild and it made me really sad.

It’s the only time I’ve ever been in such a close-knit group of people where we spoke every day and hopped on vent to speak to each other and just play together and do things. But it only lasted for maybe 2 months and then everyone started leaving when there was nothing left to do in the game until there was no one left.

I’ve tried playing TERA again multiple times since then but it just isn’t the same anymore, without my guild. It was so much fun and I really miss it ;-;