I don’t get why people wouldn’t release their simblreen stuff after Halloween. Like I get that it’s made specifically for the event and we’re all meant to be trick or treating for it. But the thing is, life is also happening which means people can’t be around all the time for porch lights. I’m away from home the whole weekend and I mostly don’t have time to be sitting on my phone on tumblr waiting for porch lights or spamming asks and it sucks, because I really wanted to participate but life comes first and I always had the thought in the back of my mind “well even if I don’t get to go trick or treating for things I’ll be able to grab everyone’s gifts later” but I’m seeing people say they won’t be sharing gifts after the event and I’m??? I’m just sad about it tbh that I’m missing out. Meh

guys

my plan after work today was to sit listening to a disney playlist and get my queue up to date and chill on tumblr, maybe answer some asks, just derp about and relax, enjoy my evening, you know?

but since i’ve come home all i’ve been doing is reading things about what happened in vegas and i feel awful. it blows my mind that something like this has happened. that things like this keep happening. it’s scary. it’s terrifying. it’s disgusting.

my plans have been scrapped and for the next 2 or 3 hours i’m going to try and distract myself from this. i don’t know how, i don’t know how i can but i’m going to try because otherwise i’ll start crying and i’ll get myself even more worked up about this whole thing.

my thoughts go out to everyone who lost family and friends, to anyone who got hurt, to anyone this has affected in any way. i’m so sorry

i’m actually obsessed with younger now by miley cyrus?

like i’ve never really paid attention to miley, other than the obvious things that everyone’s heard about. but i’ve heard this song on the radio a couple of times and i really liked the bits i heard but never properly listened to it until now and then i decided to watch the video

and let me just tell you, i teared up watching that video. idk if there’s something wrong with me or like ???? i dunno, but just everything about that video and the song i loved so much.

i loved everything about miley’s styling in that video and her awkward but kind of cool dancing? and the 50s theme. and all the old people and kind of just realising that they did all of these things when they were younger, they had all these hobbies and cool things they did and they were COOL PEOPLE and then you remember that you’re gonna be old one day and most people will forget those things about you or not realise you were young once and had a life you were living before you got old. it’s sad

man, i dunno what’s going on, i just loved it and i did actually cry a little bit. i’m still a bit weepy tbh. i’m not high, i swear lmao

Get to know me

I was tagged by @simmingnoobmag – thank you!

1ST RULE: Tag 10 people you want to get to know better

I tag: @letichespixels @midnightpoodle @womrats @suintor @crimsonsims @simsthatsparkle @peacemaker-ic @meisiu @ohare-lane @shysimblr

2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true

I am 5’7" or taller
I wear glasses
I have at least one tattoo
I have at least one piercing
I have blonde hair

I have brown eyes
I have short hair
My abs are at least somewhat defined
I have or have had braces

PERSONALITY:
I love meeting new people
People tell me that I’m funny
Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me
I enjoy physical challenges
I enjoy mental challenges
I’m playfully rude with people I know well

ABILITY:
I can sing well
I can play an instrument
I can do over 30 pushups without stopping
I’m a fast runner
I can draw well
I have a good memory
I’m good at doing math in my head
I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute
I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling
I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch
I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES:
I enjoy playing sports
I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else
I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else
I have learned a new song in the past week
I work out at least once a week
I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months
I have drawn something in the past month
FANDOMS ARE MY #1 PASSION
I do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES:
I have had my first kiss
I have had alcohol
I have scored the winning goal in a sports game
I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting
I have been at an overnight event
I have been in a taxi
I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year
I have beaten a video game in one day
I have visited another country

RELATIONSHIPS:
I’m in a relationship
I have a crush on a celebrity
I have a crush on someone I know
I have been in at least 3 relationships
I have never been in a relationship
I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them
I get crushes easily
I have had a crush on someone for over a year
I have been in a relationship for at least a year
I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE:
I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”
I live close to my school
My parents are still together
I have at least one sibling
I live in the United States
There is snow right now where I live
I have hung out with a friend in the past month
I have a smartphone
I have at least 15 CDs
I share my room with someone

RANDOM CRAP:
I have breakdanced
I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce
I have dyed my hair
I’m listening to one song on repeat right now
I have punched someone in the past week
I know someone who has gone to jail
I have broken a bone
I have eaten a waffle today
I know what I want to do with my life
I speak at least 2 languages
I have made a new friend in the past year

I’ve just come across BuzzFeed Unsolved and I’m actually addicted? I love it

I have nothing else to do today so Imma be lurking on simblr and uploading screenshots to my queue for basically the whole day if anyone wants to send any asks or anything

Personal Replies

simpyre
replied to your post “i’m actualkly so fucking angry and disappointed and upset right…”

I’m so sorry *offers hugs* can’t he get on a bus or sth? he knew he was supposed to come over, so he shouldn’t have gotten drunk like that. if you tell him you need him, he better get his butt over to your place. :c

lazy-pixels
replied to your post “i’m actualkly so fucking angry and disappointed and upset right…”

I’m so sorry to hear that you aren’t good. What I learned from boys is that they’re not bright bright and when you are not good you have to tell them

letichespixels
replied to your post “i’m actualkly so fucking angry and disappointed and upset right…”

I’m sorry to hear that lovely 😦 boys can be real assholes at times. And jobs suck. Hopefully he realises the added stress he’s putting on you and smartens up.

Thanks everyone for your comments.

The first thing he said to me when he woke up was that he lied about doing cocaine/mdma, which made me even more mad and he couldn’t explain why he lied about that, he said doesn’t know why he does it.

So I basically went off on one at him about how upset and disappointed I was with how he behaved and he was super apologetic and said it would never happen again and that he didn’t mean to hurt me. I think he truly realised how much he let me down and he was very sorry.

I was still mad at him for a while but I went round to his and he worked it out and everything is back to normal and flowers and rainbows again. Thankfully!

tristessims:

sweetersims:

diesel-sims:

vivithesim:

simnook:

psa that i am so sorry if that we were messaging at some point and i stopped responding. i am horrible at communication. feel free to message me again if i didn’t respond within a day

me

Same

I relate so much with this

Yup

i’m actualkly so fucking angry and disappointed and upset right now

this past week and a half has probably been the most stressful few days i’ve had in a long time. yesterday i heard back about this job and was offered the position but there were a lot of drawbacks to it and basically i had to decide wether to take or not which was extremely stressful for me as it was. it was a huge rollercoaster of emotions for me, from the morning of the interview and even now i’m still stressing about it as i haven’t given them my answer yet.

anyway, my boyfriend was supposed to be working yesterday and today but something happened and basically he has the 2 days off. originally, i was going to be going over to his flat after he finished work as he finished later than me but since he didn’t have any work i suggested he come to mine after i finish work because he hasn’t been over to mine in literally months. he agreed and i was really looking forward to it, because like i said, he hasn’t been over in months and i just really need to see him to get rid of some of this stress and just relax with him for a bit.

well, first of all, last night i was really tired and stressed and i told him this (over text) but he didn’t ask if i was ok, he didn’t reassure me or anything and basically changed the subject. i ended up saying i was going to bed at like 8pm and he told me he was going out with his friends. i really didn’t have the energy to ask anything about it or remind him he said he would come over to mine the following day so i just said goodnight.

i wake up this morning to texts from him saying he got really drunk and ended up doing mdma and cocaine… and i don’t even know what the fuck to say. he knows how i feel about drugs like that and he says he regrets doing it but he felt peer pressured and one drink led to another and then it steamrolled from there. but this is what happens EVERY TIME he goes out. not the drugs part but the drinking.

and then he said that means he can’t drive today. so he’s not coming over. and i’m just… i’m actually just fucking exhausted and so disappointed and sad and upset over this whole thing. i just needed him to come over, just this one fucking time and this happens. i haven’t spoken to him since 6am because i’m assuming he went to sleep then. i’m at work until 1pm today which i’m actually kind of thankful for because it means it can take my mind off this for a while

so i just got back from a job interview and im eughhh

basically, i’ve been looking for a new job because my current job is only 2 days a week and they refuse to increase my hours which means i’m starting to really struggle financially. i’ve told them this but they don’t seem to care and i literally can’t keep living off 2 days a week, i’ve eaten into all my savings and it’s getting to the point where i’m going to have to start asking people for money if it keeps going on like this.

so, i had opportunity come up because i know someone and i had an interview with them today. at first, i didn’t think it was something i would actually be interested in taking at all because i thought it was going to be something to do with sales and basically having to be super social with the public all the time. turns out, it’s basically a receptionist job of welcoming people, telling them to take a seat and getting them tea or coffee and also answering the phones. which is like, half of what i do already (greeting people and answering phones). sooooo it’s something i could do and have the skills for.

BUT the hours are pretty insane, 40 hours a week and having to work 1 or 2 saturdays a week plus the occasional sunday though that’s supposed to be pretty rare. going from 18 hours a week over 2 days to 40 hours over 5 days + extra would be a lot for me. and like, it’s not something i want to do but it’s something i can do for the moment whilst i look for something else i actually do want to do and be earning pretty good money in the meanwhile.

so. yeah. i haven’t been offered the job, i’ll find out tomorrow if i have or not. so all this worrying could be over nothing if they don’t even offer me it. but i have a pretty strong feeling they will, so i need to prepared and know what my answer is.

the logical thing is to say yes. it’s a full-time job, which is what i’ve been looking for, as opposed to being stuck at a 2-day a week job which barely covers my monthly costs. so it would be stupid not to, i guess. it’s just not what i want to do and i’m worried it’s going to drain me so much