I just came across a bunch of old videos I recorded when TERA first came out, back when I was playing it for about 7 hours a day and I was a high-ranking member of our guild and it made me really sad.

It’s the only time I’ve ever been in such a close-knit group of people where we spoke every day and hopped on vent to speak to each other and just play together and do things. But it only lasted for maybe 2 months and then everyone started leaving when there was nothing left to do in the game until there was no one left.

I’ve tried playing TERA again multiple times since then but it just isn’t the same anymore, without my guild. It was so much fun and I really miss it ;-;

It’s weird. Eleanor is an elder in my game now and I just feel like I’m not ready for her to go. I mean it feels like it hasn’t been long enough for that to happen yet but really, when I think about it… Her (and Isaias) have been through Base game all the way up to now, after 2 expansions, 2 game packs and coming up for 5 stuff packs. That’s a lot of content! I guess it is about time for her to move on 😦

You know, after thesimsofficial reblogged this post of Risai and Blondie, it’s really made me think about how open and progressive the sims community is. 

I’ve read a few comments on it about how people are so happy that it’s 2 female sims and they’re being represented and I just find it so odd because it’s not something that’s really different or uncommon in the sims community. I think I probably see more gay sim couple than straight couples so it’s not even something that crosses my mind.

I dunno, I’m just rambling. It’s too early in the morning for this. I love the sims community, I love the simblr community, I love you guys!

I SERIOUSLY JUST

you know when you get so excited you get that feeling in the middle of your stomach and you feel like you could just burst right there and then and laugh and scream with excitement?

THAT’S HOW I FEEL JUST NOW ABOUT GET TO WORK, WITH THE NEW SCREENSHOTS COMING OUT FUCK, WHY ISN’T IT APRIL ALREADYYYYY