i’m so fucking annoyed and disappointed at myself guys. me and my bf were messing around a couple of hours ago and i jumped up (to see if i could reach the ceiling of the car park lol), forgetting my phone was in my pocket which jumped with me and landed face down on the ground. it completely smashed.

it still works fine, the actual phone itself isn’t damaged, i can still call people and do everything as normal but the screen is completely ruined. i’ve never ever damaged a phone before. i’ve had my own mobile since i was 16, i’m not 24 and i’ve gone through probably 6 phones, none of which have ever been damaged, not even scratched and then this happens. i’m so sad and angry at myself.

i think it’s going to cost over £200 to get the screen fixed which is money i certainly don’t have, especially at christmas (i haven’t even bought any presents yet). i still have about 6 months left on my contract but i might just buy it out because it’s going to cost £200 and i don’t see the point of spending the same amount to keep this phone when i can get a brand new one and a new contract for the same price. and i’m definitely not keeping a smashed up phone like this, absolutely not. my favourite thing about my phone is the screen and how gorgeous it is so i’m not living with a smashed up screen when it’s the thing i love the most about my phone.

i’m actually just. ugh. this has been the worst couple of months, everything is going wrong. i was just trying to have some fun earlier and then this happens. like, fuck me, i really don’t need this. i’m already £1700 in credit card debt but it’s now about to go over the £2k mark.