so i just got back from a job interview and im eughhh

basically, i’ve been looking for a new job because my current job is only 2 days a week and they refuse to increase my hours which means i’m starting to really struggle financially. i’ve told them this but they don’t seem to care and i literally can’t keep living off 2 days a week, i’ve eaten into all my savings and it’s getting to the point where i’m going to have to start asking people for money if it keeps going on like this.

so, i had opportunity come up because i know someone and i had an interview with them today. at first, i didn’t think it was something i would actually be interested in taking at all because i thought it was going to be something to do with sales and basically having to be super social with the public all the time. turns out, it’s basically a receptionist job of welcoming people, telling them to take a seat and getting them tea or coffee and also answering the phones. which is like, half of what i do already (greeting people and answering phones). sooooo it’s something i could do and have the skills for.

BUT the hours are pretty insane, 40 hours a week and having to work 1 or 2 saturdays a week plus the occasional sunday though that’s supposed to be pretty rare. going from 18 hours a week over 2 days to 40 hours over 5 days + extra would be a lot for me. and like, it’s not something i want to do but it’s something i can do for the moment whilst i look for something else i actually do want to do and be earning pretty good money in the meanwhile.

so. yeah. i haven’t been offered the job, i’ll find out tomorrow if i have or not. so all this worrying could be over nothing if they don’t even offer me it. but i have a pretty strong feeling they will, so i need to prepared and know what my answer is.

the logical thing is to say yes. it’s a full-time job, which is what i’ve been looking for, as opposed to being stuck at a 2-day a week job which barely covers my monthly costs. so it would be stupid not to, i guess. it’s just not what i want to do and i’m worried it’s going to drain me so much

WHY DO YOU DO THIS, GAME!?

i’m actually getting so tilted. he had his green default eyes working fine until he aged up into a teen and then the game decided to give him the EA brown eyes and then not let me change his eyes at all in CAS. I was using full CAS and I tried randomising his eye shape to reset them but nothing. i’m so fucking mad.

i’m having to use contacts as a workaround but like, isn’t that going to completely fuck up the genetics now for his kids???